Since I don't have the slightest idea who I am or what I'm doing or who I was or whether I am remotely close to whatever or whomever I am supposed to become or how I'm perceived or where I should be or why I was where I used to be or how I came to be there from where I'd previously been or what the reasoning was behind the decisions and actions which ultimately resulted in the life in which I found myself prior to embarking on a new one and then another new one and yet another new one or whether in fact it wasn't reasoning at all but rather a series of circumstances or accidents or passive drifting along which are of course decisions in their own right just not very considered ones, I have resolved to start with a clean slate, a tabula rasa of no personal history, in defiance of all accepted psychological understanding, as one who for instance has suffered a catastrophic brain injury or awakens from a coma, a remarkable case worthy of a stately Oliver Sacks profile in The New Yorker, and to utterly forget my previous meandering and lack of direction and purpose, not only to forget it but to refuse to acknowledge it, to be born anew with a different personality, unburdened by memory of failure and heartbreak and unseized opportunities, and so my question is: Is that possible?